I'm not looking forward to Christmas this year either but am going to put my best foot forward and give it my best shot.
I think this support group forum is a great idea. I haven't been visiting BWS much lately because I've been feeling down and didn't want to depress everyone. At least if I do feel down and I come here, I know I'm among people who feel the same way.
I wasn't going to decorate this year but then decided to do it and include special decorations for the people who we are missing this year and from year's past. An angel for my SIL, a standing buck for my Dad.
I hope we can all help each other through this season.
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