Eagle...I'm right there with you! I am trying very hard to put up a brave front, just as I did last year, but it's really difficult. I look at Christmas decorations and I feel NOTHING. Years ago, I was a person who couldn't wait for Christmas...now I look forward to January 2nd!

I do realize that no one lives forever, and my parents lived long lives...but that doesn't make it any easier to take. They were so much more than parents - we always looked out for each other, and helped each other. I know I was blessed, and I guess that's why I feel the loss so deeply.

On top of that, I am saddened to see how this holiday becomes more and more commercial each year. When I saw guys on the news fighting with each other over something they wanted to purchase...well, it makes me sick!
I long for the days of family being together and simple gifts.

Anyway, please feel free to share what's on your mind and in your heart.