hi! ITS SUMMER I just cant log in using the name, guess i miswrite my password. Anyway I want to thank you all for your advise. I have talked to my husband regarding how I feel. I told him Iam bothered by what is happening to our relationship.I try to be very calm but he got so mad. He said theres nothing wrong in what he doing. He said its just normal for man to look on porn. Its really had because I cant open up to my friends and family because I dont know how. They think he is perfect and I am very lucky to have him. KAY5 and i have exactly the same story. The only difference is I'm only 30 yrs oldand my husband is 31. Right now I feel emptiness inside, I really don't know what to do. I love him and I love this family so much. For all I know I did everything to be a good wife and a good mother.Sometimes I asked my self do I deserve all these.