Ok, you're right. It's my life and I should be happy and not my daughter (as it pertains to this). Well, I hadn't thought of it as 'desperate' but I guess since I'm discussing this and really trying to 'let it work' vs not giving a D, I am kinda obsessing here. Hmmm.

Guess I'm a bit uptight. Meditation or yoga and/or prayer is what I will do to calm myself down here. I think I really don't know how to love anymore and that's a problem for me since love is the greatest gift that we can give and recieve. Maybe that's my panic.

Breathing,

Sugaree