Oh yeah, I forgot about that too. My goodness. How do you fight that? Guess I'll have to just go with that flow of things there huh? However, it is probably just him, the way he is/was and those other factors and the fact that no other has ever made me feel like that. But then, no other has hurt me so badly either. When I was with him, I just felt so deprived of the joys of sex since I'd never felt like that. Like I said, I always thought that sex was just over-rated until 'Lance.'

Oh well, my dreams will have to suffice...

Sugaree