Dear Lynn ~
I don't know you but I am praying for you and your family.
I'm sorry, I don't quite know what to say. I have plenty of thoughts on people who screw up their life subconciously but I just never know what to say or what to think when it's just "something", something that you had no say in, no control over. I'm sure it's difficult, beyond explanation, to endure what you're going through, all of you. I feel for you. I wish there was something, something I'd heard, something I've experienced, someone I know, who could tell me what to offer you that would help.

I can only tell you not to let your faith waver, stand strong, go through the motions and you'll come out on the other side gracefully and strong.

And I will pray for you, and your husband and your son.

Kate