snow, I'll keep you in my prayers as well.

Yes, I do plan to write a book. I have struggled with how to NOT write a tell-all type book and think I have found the answer. I am planning to write an inspirational romance (possible a series) the heroine goes through the challenges/realities of tragedy of this type and through it all finds that the Lord is her source of refuge, strength, provision, protection etc. In this way I can draw from teh experience without writing a tell-all. I just don't think I could write a tell-all without it becoming tacky or victimish.

the last thing I want is to be a victim any longer. Anyway, thanks all, please keep my in prayer for Friday, Oct. 7 10:30am and God will take care of the rest!

have a great day all!

PS One year ago yesterday I found out he was downloading child porn. I celebrated last night by going with 2 girl friends to a writer's workshop! I am moving forward PTL!