Cathi, God's speed on your recovery and I do hope you take the time to relax and enjoy home. You've had such a hard year. Reflect, read, watch old tear-jerking movies, call friends, write! We will be thinking of you and praying that God guides the surgeon's hands. I've had the same thing before, like a hundred years ago, so I know how you feel, trust me! But it will be fine. I just know it!