Thank you Eagleheart. I took your advice to heart, and realize that my feelings may just be stowed up resentment. But I need to let go. There are many other things about my husband that are quite wonderful, and I have to focus on those.

Today I'm doing better. Today I feel calmer. Today I know my mother is in a better place, and all is well.
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A friend is a gift you give yourself.
-- Robert Louis Stevenson