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#6790 - 09/21/05 06:50 AM
Re: Contemplation a separation? Advice anyone?
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Registered: 09/19/05
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Loc: Connecticut
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Yes, I know I need to be happy and to lead my life......... I just need to summon up the courage to deal with the hurt that I will inflict on my kids and my husband because he lives in a fantasy world where everything is just great.......... not sure what marriage hes in but its not the same one i'm in....... But you are right chatty.......... we only have one life
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#6792 - 09/21/05 05:07 PM
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Loc: Connecticut
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Thanks Kate
Thank you to all the wonderful women who have responded. It helps. It really does. I will keep you all posted as to my decisions and progress
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#6793 - 09/21/05 05:21 PM
Re: Contemplation a separation? Advice anyone?
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Registered: 01/18/05
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Loc: Atlanta, GA
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Honey Sue, I feel for you. I was in a similar situation some years back. It took me several years to “make the decision.” The early years were good, but things changed to being “all about him” with little or no compromise. After my mother died he had what I call a “mid life crisis,” realizing that life was too short, yadda yadda. He was unhappy at work, so he quit his job to start his own business (causing financial problems because even though our income had decreased, his spending didn’t change. And he loved expensive, name-brand items and electronics). Then he started hanging around with a younger, single crowd which I’m sure didn’t help either (making him think he was “missing out” on life because he was married/tied down). The little time that he did spend at home was spent in front of the tv. He wouldn’t talk to me, wouldn’t visit family and friends. He had mentally “checked out” of the marriage. There was never any emotional support available for me during that trying time. He told me one night, when I asked him to stay home and have dinner with me for a change, that I was just jealous because he was having a good time with his friends and that I wanted to “hold him back.”
The end came soon after when I finally realized that I didn’t love him anymore and that I didn’t want to “work on it.” I’d had enough. All this to say, the hardest part for me was actually “making” the decision. After that the rest, although not painless by any means, wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be.
When I left, at first he was upset about it. I guess he never really thought I’d take such drastic action. There were tears on both sides, and he wanted me to come back home. But every time I seriously thought about moving back in with him, I’d get physically sick at the thought.
Only you can decide what is best for you. Stay if you think it can be salvaged and you can be happy in the relationship. Some relationships are revitalized when both people realize what they stand to lose. Go if you feel that nothing is going to change. Because as Chatty and others have said (and I agree), life is too short to waste time being unhappy.
For me, leaving was the right thing to do. I am much happier today than I was then. I’ve lived alone now for over six years. My only problem is (if you can call it a problem), the longer I live alone the more I like it. Yes, there are challenges. No, it’s not always easy. But life never is, married or single. Like Katebcca, I wish I’d done it when I first felt that love was gone.
Sorry this ended up being so long. I wish you the best, whatever you decide to do. Please keep us posted.
Whirlwind
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#6794 - 09/21/05 06:18 PM
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Registered: 09/19/05
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Loc: Connecticut
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I am off to enjoy a 10 day vacation with a dear friend who convinced me to get away (Thank you AMY) I will think about all the wonderful input and hopefully make a decision before returning.
Thank you all I look forward to catching up when I return
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#6796 - 09/21/05 11:58 PM
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Registered: 09/20/05
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Loc: Pagosa Springs, Colorado
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I can relate to all of this. I have asked my husband many times for a short separation, so we could both have the time and space to think about where we were heading. He won't consider it...What do you do if you love him enough not to hurt him (I can't bear the thought of hurting anyone, I'd rather hurt myself) but you're not in love with him? I find myself wishing he would find someone else and dump me!
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#6797 - 09/28/05 02:59 AM
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Registered: 07/08/05
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Loc: Ocala Florida
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Hey, Bird, He won't find someone else if he is where he wants to be with you If you fill whatever needs he has in what may seem to you a limited or grudging way and that's enough for him then he won't see a need to give it up You're the one who wants something else or something more or something different and you are the only one who can do that Is hurting someone else worse than hurting yourself?
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#6798 - 09/28/05 03:27 AM
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Registered: 09/20/05
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Loc: Pagosa Springs, Colorado
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Yes, I think hurting someone else is worse.
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