Can’t sleep again tonight;
Too much wrong, too little right,
Is going through my head right now,
Even at 3 am, an ungodly hour.

My mom is suffering something bad,
To see her this way, makes me terribly sad.
Would do anything to ease her pain,
Ending life like this is so insane.

Why does it have to be this way?
Mother believed in God and prayed.
Why oh why can life be so cruel,
Is there any reason? Is there any rule?

I wish I wish upon a star,
That my sweet dear mom will be soon afar,
Among all those other twinkling lights,
Peacefull, and at rest in heavenly hights.

So if you believe that prayer is heard,
Pray to stop suffering in this world.
Illness, hunger, abuse is everywhere,
When it touches home, all the more we care.

A kind word, a donation, a pat on a hand,
Can warm every heart in every land.
Now it’s my time to tend to Mom’s pain.
I love her so much, it’s driving me insane.

Please God, take her where the flowers grow,
Forever and ever, nobody knows.
Take her and love her just like I do.
You are the father of us all. Please let it be true.
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As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live.
Goethe