I'm sorry for all you have gone through and are going through. The famous Boomer prayer warriors will help you and we are always here to talk.

I join Bluebird and the other great ladies here in offering you my prayers and support Ulaa...we are all sisters here...stay strong and don't lose hope in the future...

Ulaa, I know the heartache of wanting children and the regret, remorse, anger of not having them, BUT you have to trust that God in His wisdom had the bigger picture. He may have protected your children by not allowing them to be around this person. He may have protected them from the pain of divorce. Trust that in His wisdom there is a reason and believe for a better future.

My husband drug his feet through the whole let-have-a-baby-years. We had one, and I miscarried another and then nothing. He had no interest or desire for more family.

Now 20 yrs. later I have found out he was downloading child porn. Lots of it. He will be sentenced in federal court in April--I HAVE to believe that God in His wisdom protected that second baby--He knew my husband would harm that child. So my child went on to heaven, never felt pain, sorrow or fear.

My God loved me and my child so much that He protected her. There's always a bigger picture. even when we can't see it.

Very wise words Starting over.....

Hey gals from Maryland, question for you. I did get married in Las Vegas 1 and 1/2 years ago and just found out I could get an annulment from the state of Nevada real cheap. But, not sure about that since I sold my townhouse and changed jobs to move in with mr wonderful. He brought up the idea, probably because it would be easier for him. DO you happen to know the laws for divorce in Maryland? I am going to see a lawyer on Tuesday. I just want to check all my options.

Starting Over,

I am amazed at how strong you are becoming and how wise. Jesus must truly have given you a new heart. And it is growing stronger. God is placing a light in your heart and it shines through your words to light the way for others.

The changes I see in your posts are just amazing.

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Starting Over, what a mix of emotions you've had to deal with. The love and protective feelings you have for your unborn child are so deep and unselfish. It's beautiful.

Startingover, my heart feels sad and yet happy for you all at the same time. You have endured so much and come through yet strong and able to cope. We are here for you always. You are a lady we can all learn from....

Ulaa, you need to meet Di on this site. She has a web site for childless women.

Starting over, I totally agree with smiles.

God is using you and you are so open to His guidance. It's beautiful.