The first marriage when I was barely 18? Yes, only because if it weren't for that marriage I wouldn't have my oldest daughter, and she is a jewel! Oh, and I wouldn't have her three children as grandchildren....couldn't take that! Her dad was abusive and horrible...he cheated on me with my best friend.
#2...was married to for 21 years after only knowing him for 6 weeks! If it weren't for him though, I wouldn't have my middle daughter and her two sons or my youngest and her two children... He was an abusive rage-acholic who cheated.
#3...even though he was intelligent and artistic..a wonderful man...probably not. Our sex life was terrible and he had a hidden side that not many people knew of. (into whips and chairs...leather) My children all loved him and so did I, but probably not.
#4...is a total asshole. He is the most selfish, self centered human being I've ever met. He is an alcoholic who is critical and looks out for number 1 and that's himself. He is a liar and a cheat...his latest escapade was to pay a 35 yr. old hooker for two months, try to get out of taking me on a cruise with him and take her instead, then when I went, talked about pushing me over the side of the ship and rented a cabin with a deck on the far end of the ship!!! One night I had to lock myself in the bathroom of the cabin because I feared for my safety.
I don't think there will ever be a good man for me. I don't think that man exists. I'm just weird and excentric, I guess. My biggest fault is that I love too much and am too hard to match....the Match.com computer blew a fuse with me. I would get 1 email every 3 months...lol