Bah, you mention not having any gals in town to hang out with. Have you checked to see if there is some kind of support group in the area? I happen to think they can work wonders. Even if you go only a few time to connect with one, or two women going through similar. If you don't like the group (some people say it's depressing to hear the same stories over and over again)then just get together (walk, meet for a bagel) with one of the gals. Sometimes one friend is all it takes. Don't give up on the friend idea. How about a church? That's another idea.

I pray your loneliness subsides. I'm glad you are surrounded by family!