Wow...you sound like you really have your act together Kim...I absolutely love that you have made so many professional concessions so you can be home with your girls while they are little...I have 4 grown children...a son 29 and 3 girls , 27,24,21...I was a stay at home Mom and I gave up a lot of my early dreams to be with my babies..at the time it was difficult and sometimes very lonely...my husband traveled alot and some weeks I wouldn't talk to another adult from Monday until Friday...but looking back that time flew...my children are all very loving , nice people and they all appreciate their childhoods...your girls will appreciate you too...I love that you don't care about what everyone else thinks and you are living up to your own "high standards"...you sound like a really lovely young woman...I really admire what you are doing.