Thanks everyone for the prayers - I knew I could count on you!

I am at a place of total surrender for my life - in all areas - and I'm just sure this is where God wants me to be...it's that old saying "I don't know what my future holds, but I KNOW who holds my future". I truely am resting in that.

Dots, believe it or not - I had just gotten my own cell phone and one for her - so she DOES have a phone. And I was thinking the same thing - at least I can get ahold of her. I'm worried about her getting into drugs and/or alcohol - so please cover her in prayer against that. We've talked, she sounds good.

I guess (as selfish as this might sound) Becuz she is so strong and mature in some ways - I hadn't REALLY considered how this whole mess would effect her emotionally. Duh. I was just heartbroken when my father left my family when I was 12.

Last night on the way home from work I had a good cry, praying for my family. I can't tell you how much I grieve the loss of what I believed to be a gift from God. I am going forward with expectations of great blessings, but mourn what I'm moving on from.

I know God could still do a miracle...but my eyes are on HIM, and what he has for me...HE has to deal with HIM. LOL

It is all good.

So anywho, another day....

hugs to all you amazing sisters!
danita