Dear Breezer, Christina (welcome) and everyone. It sounds so strange to call myself a "widow." I went to a pot luck on Sunday, it was my first outing since Ed died a month ago. It felt great to get out with friends and mingle.....but I feel like a new chick just feeling my way through this new life. I don't mind being alone - always relished in it, but now I am "really" alone!! The house feels so quiet. I had a massage last week and a Reiki Healing treatment - they both made me feel so much better - like a weight had been lifted off me. Plus I'm seeing a lot of clients which always helps me. I appreciate all you lovely ladies here, it's comforting to know you are going thruogh the same thing. Hugs, Betsie