Dianne,
When I was a kid I used to amuse my brothers and sister by lifting my cereal spoon off the table using only my index finger above it. I could "feel" a warmth coming off the spoon that sort of stuck to my finger although my finger never touched the spoon.

I used to raise myself off the ground without touching anything. I would "feel" weightless and up I'd go...I found my mom's wedding rings because I could "see" them in the garage.

The other kids made fun of me and my teacher made me bend over and hold my ankles for an hour at a time. I understood adult books and medical books and read all the time.

I "felt" things so intensely that I wouldn't eat for a day or two until the feeling passed. Once I could "see" an elderly man being murdered by two men on his front porch and can still see it today.

People come out of the woodwork and seek me out to join up with me so we can be powerful together, is the only way I know how to describe it. Once I went in the bathroom at a restaurant and just prayed for God's protection from some guy who wanted to meet me because he was with Edgar Cayce and he just "knew" I had moved to this little town and pulled out a crystal and put it on his forehead.

I've had some very strange occurrances in my life and I know things ahead of time and I don't like it. I'm frightened by it. A month before my husband passed away suddenly and with no warning, I dyed my hair raven black and I have always been a blonde. After the funeral, I bleached it back blonde.

I warned my whole family on a calm day to come into the house and gather the one who was babysitting home because we were going to have a tornado. They believed me and 30 minutes later the roof was bouncing around on our house as a huge tornado passed over.

I know when someone is thinking about me, when something bad is about to happen, when the phone rings who it is, when someone other worldly is walking by, when someone's home has an unwanted guest who and what it is and what it wants, I understand concepts ie. health issues, scientific principles, things like that.

I hate it and refuse it and don't want it in my life. I cling to Christ like a drowning person in the middle of the ocean. He is where my strength and knowledge and power come from and only him. Anything else I want no part of ever.

People think I'm weird and scary and I spend a lot of time alone. The only way I have ever found acceptance is to try to be as normal as I can be and keep to myself.

I've rejected horoscopes and astrology and anything that might keep me from a close relationship with God.