Thanks to all of you for your support. Today his health is the last thing on my mind, however. The report at the VA wasn't good. He is an enigma as they can't find the problem yet. Many more visits and many more surgeries to correct whatever it is.

What is about to kill me literally today is that in about a week, March 3rd I may not see my daughter again free for years!!

Her lawyer won't even return my calls. She has violated her probation for the 3rd time and the program she was to go into instead of prison lost her test results???!!!

Ladies, I can tell you right now, I have typically been a strong woman, but this is the last straw. I can't bear the thought of my daughter going to prison for a year, let alone years. I'm about to go down. I can't take it. I can't bear it. How do I explain where Mommy went to my grandaughter?? They both are doing so good right now. My daughter really has changed and is trying. She wants to get her life on the right track and keep it there.

I'm sorry ladies, but I have to go to court with her alone. There is no one to go with me. My husband said last night that he couldn't stand the 1 1/2 hr car trip with the three of us, my daughter, grandaughter and me talking and making noise. I have no one to go with me and I may have to hear that judge's words saying years...then drive home alone with my little grandaughter.

I don't think I can do it. Please pray for me and for my daughter and keep us in your thoughts.