Thanks for your response Eagle and Smile,

First, I should say my therapist explained how she changed her profession 3 times in her life, but she has been married 30 years. Can a person who has never experienced the single life understand? They possibly could understand some aspects of it, but not the "alone" part.

Smile, I am very thankful for my job and everything I have. I probably do not thank God enough, that's for sure. I do know He has been with me even though I have not been very faithful to Him.

I think I'm having a mid-life crisis,and it involves my acknowledging my aging, finding a profession I enjoy and can make a living from, but most importantly,I need to find my way back to God.