Chick, it seems that my decisions are never final. I am a woman of ambivalence versus a woman of conviction. I get equal amounts of validation for what I am doing as well as reasons for doing something else, or adding on. And DJ, you got your PhD in your 50s? That was my original goal when I was 15. There is a program in CO that offers a combination master's and Ph.D in one 5 year program in elder care. I'd considered it, but I need a trust fund or lottery winnings to afford it. If I won the lottery, I would still do what I am doing in regards to writing and painting, AND I would complete the education to the doctorate level. In my forties, I was one of the oldest in each class, especially in the stupid 101 requirements. But it was such an enriching experience! I really admire your continuing education. Do you use your doctorate? If so, what kind of work do you do? Was it expensive? Chick, if you enjoy the process, why not try watercolors again? You can visit mine at http://www.homepage.mac.com/woodyt1. I did hear from Renegade and she says some of my paintings may fit in her gallery, so we are going to meet! 29 years ago I visited Estes Park, Colorado, and I told myself that someday I wanted my own artwork to be in a building there! And Renegade's gallery is in Estes Park! DJ, good for you on what you do as far as investment. I wonder if we want to start an investment how-to on BWS. Does your son earn a living from his art, despite what his teacher said? My parents said the same thing about my writing, which has held me back. Chick, I am a member of the Colorado Coalition Against Sexual Abuse, and I will check out the National Coalition of DV that you mentioned. Keynote? Me? I barely get through my Toastmaster's speeches, but I'm working to improve my speaking skills! And yes, I need an agent, a publicist, a marketing specialist, an image consultant, a make up artist, a personal assistant, a media consultant...but most of all I need the support and encouragement that I get from BWS! Love and Light, Lynn