Blue,

I think internet relationsips are so dangerous because people fall in love with themselves, with their own words and with the person they perceive themselves to be on the inside, the person they would have been had the world not interfered.

But who a person is includes how they change in response to the world so what they are inside is only a portion of who they really are. When you can edit your words and words are all there is, you can be who you really are, or whoever you want to be. It must be very seductive.

From what you have told us, it sounds as if someone is hurting one of God's children, you. And that must hurt God just as if one of our children hurts the other.

I am still praying for you in whatever you do.
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