Blue, msdiana mentions "peace of mind" in her post. Are you feeling overwhelmed by this? Do you have any peace of mind? Because when you begin spending many of your waking moments with thoughts of his antics, I think it's time to get help. Perhaps a professional's help could guide you so you can ask questions and get answers from your hubby. I'd want smem kind of promise that he is no longer dallying in internet relationships.