Smile,
We learned our cat was really ill and suffering too. He had kidney disease. On a Tuesday I thought he was dying so went out and brought him some catnip that we planted for him and a bowl of water. It helped a little the next two days. The Vet told us he was suffering and had
some kind of Kidney problems. Anyway the vets assisstant invited me to come be with him in his last few moments. It was beautiful to be there but of course I was crying. Yes, Chatty we all love our pets.Sometimes its the raw humor that gets you through these times. I knew he was where he belonged.Even our Vet told him "I will see you in heaven." We figured he was between 12 and 16-18 years of age. Do hope this helps you.
Maggie