It's strange because just this morning, I had a huge moment that clarified a lot of things. I hadn't been able to figure out what I was feeling but I found myself turning into a raving, ranting B**** and I'm not like that. All of this anger has built up for over a year while I've denied it. My body won't let me do that anymore. Colitis is a big warning sign.

I was also thinking today to give the counselor a call and go see her. What could it hurt?

I appreciate your reaching out in this way.