Vicki, I'm going to get thru this. I've been working on it for a very, very long time. I will be one of those women you have posted...strong women...unforgettable.

The part that really slows me up most of the time is having to relive it while writing. I know this story has only described what I've been thru but soon I'd like to see a transition to the real meaning behind these horror stories. I want to share what I did to survive. It's hard to get to the survivor in me right now and that is so dissatifying because I want to be better right now.

Thanks all for the support here. Send the prayers to help me defeat this so that I can continue to move forward.

Ironically, all of those men have since died horrible deaths. I think that bothers me too since I can't get revenge. Well, revenge isn't mine to have anyway, huh?

My peace is here right now. I'm at work on break. Fortunately, I am working on a Catholic college campus for the next two or so weeks where there are many gentle souls walking around speaking and smiling and even talking and laughing with. God must have placed me here. Of course I have never shared any of this with them. Just being here around humble beings is good enough.
Have a blessed day to all,

Sheree

[ August 08, 2005, 03:56 PM: Message edited by: Sugaree ]