Nienna,

Bless your heart, sounds as if your having a real hard time right now. It's time for your husband to love and care about you the way...you love and care for him.
How long have you been married? Is he from the same country as you?

Like Dianne says, it takes time to earn trust, it shows through actions. It is not earned overnight.
Cheating, shows he is not worthy of the trust.
Actions.... speak louder than words.

You need to find a support group, marriage counselor, therapist...or a close friend to talk
to. Is your husband willing to go to a marriage counselor? If, not that will tell you something all of it's self.
Turn to your faith... find a church of like faith. Meet people move forward.

Have you spoken to your family? Seems like now might be a good time, for a visit home. Support and love your family provides, would provide you time to put all this into prospective.
Just don't sit there, and continue on with what you are feeling right now.

Ladies, on this forum are really helpful in their replies. Most replies are from experience and the heart.

I pray God gives you the strength and courage to move forward.

Brenda