Karen Dear I am so sorry for your terrible loss...my Mom was my best friend and she has been gone 12 years now and I still wake up each morning wanting to talk to her...don't even try to deny your grief..you need to grieve before you can begin to heal...I found a wonderful Grief Support Group that really really lifted me out of my darkness and I have formed some solid friendships from that group experience...

It's ok to feel really sad and to cry...and feel good about how close you were with your Mom..and how much you did for her..you are a good daughter...your Mom will always be in your heart....

I feel so so badly for you....love and blessings.
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Nancy

People may not remember exactly what you said or what you did...but they will always remember how you made them feel