I adore my sons, always wanted daughters but the good Lord had other ideas I guess. My eldest son is my pride and joy and we spent Christmas together and had the best time we've had in years. He is getting a divorce and I hate that but maybe now we will have more time alone together without all the drama...

I haven't seen my baby now in eighteen years and thats pitiful. Don't know if he is alive or dead. My heart sometimes aches for him but I live in the same house as when he left and he hasn't bothered to contact me, sooo! I can't imagine disliking anyone so much you decide not to see them ever again. I don't even feel that way about my ex, the cheater, thief and liar...

Mark has also not seen his brother and there is NO reason for that. I said it before and keep telling myself that, "we give them life, nurture them, sacrifice for them and hope for a good relationship." Thats all we can do.