I'm not only upset about the loss of my step-father, but feel guilt for having not participated in his life or experienced some of the joy friends and family have shared with him. We were never close, due to past experiences of abuse, I've built a wall around my emotions. I'm so sorry for my behavior and for having made his life not as comfortable as I should have.

I feel the need to connect with what I've titled my 'crazy' family here in SC and GA. I want to sell my home and either buy a townhome or small farm. I feel that should I move into a townhome, then I'd have more time to travel and be with my family. Who knows what will happen.









Edited by MustangGal (11/12/09 12:05 PM)