Gals, I'm not a 'huggy' person, not at all... but as I was catching up on this thread, reading new posts, I felt this tugging urge to hug you all. Special hugs for Jose and Celtic - I needed something from both of you tonight. Won't go into it, here, but just know that you helped me.
Eagle, you and I think so much alike, sometimes I think we're ESP'g, and sometimes I wonder if we've lived parallel lives (outside of family structure). It's as if we've talked everything over - discussed everything to determine what we believe, feel... it's someimes very eerie. One thing, tho, I want you out of the darkness... out from under that cloud so your light can shine even more --- not that it's not blinding as it is. (((hugs)))
Jabber, wish you were my sister... been trying to think of a way to trade one of mine for you.
I want to say something to everyone of you --- but it would take FOREVER, and I'd (to use celtic's word) "bleather" away... not that I don't, already !!! lol... just know that I love you all!

About God speaking to us... I say, Ask him to!, as in:
"Dear God, I love you and want to hear FROM you. Speak to me, please."
How could he refuse?
Then be still and listen - feel - believe. Don't let anything distract you.
AND/BUT don't be surprised (if you try this sincerely and expectantly - believing it possible), when you break down sobbing tears of glorious joy. He loves you, he truly does.