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.the kidness from her i appriated, Inside the card was the bible study phamphlet, the quote or phras i was drawing to was based around mathew and went something like "Happy are those counsiouse of thir spirtual need" Thats the one that was ringing bells for me

I am consiouse of that spiritual need but i forgett get overwhelmed with life duties work and all. If and when i forgett my spiritual need ... i become reliant on ME and thats when the pain starts. Do you find it that way too?

reliance on god for to make a situasion better OR alter my mindset so i can cope with the situasion or put it into perspective, needs humility, also for me needs god centered consiousness, and thats what i had lost yesterday or over the whole week...so the doc news just felt like icing on cake...and what timming that on that day things co-ordinated themselfs that we meet, the events would happen and i end up reading the very thing i needed for that day.....a message from god about life and just some kidness back from another humane person.

that card, though gesture gave me both.


Doing the best we can with what we have and leaving the rest to God is a process of trial and error, Celt. And, we all go through that because we try to discern the practical conclusion as to whether we have done our "best". The cue is when we continue to feel pain, conflict, fear and doubt or to face hard questions. It is at that precise point when we leave everything to God to get from one stage to another. The bliss of "Happy are those conscious of their spiritual need" is that of a God-controlled life because self-control is beyond human capacity. The Gospel of Matthew is a teaching gospel, particularly the Beatitudes where it teaches "blessed is the man who has the humility to know his own weakness". You are blessed, Celt.
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