athiests and hope lola...

i had some kinda conversasions and hope was an earthlie thing brought about my changres of attitude and events.

the trouble i had and it was a trouble was i just could't get it with them "if thrs no god thirs no afterlife" ...so all conversasion was confined to the hear and now....

i think i inicalie couse much offense with one lad as i din't agree with him, could't stop myself (inicalie and necassarily ofensivlie) trying even subcounsilslie to talk him into a thir is a god position.

One very very good point did come out of it for me is he reallie reallie dose live a good life, good as in enjoyable and good as in good to others becouse he reallie dose belive thre onlie is an heer and now, nuthing else but heer and now.

in fact my last partner would have been agnostic or nerlie athiest but belived in auroas around the bodie and certine types of energie like thought having an energie, so that type of diffrence, could sway them on a good evening to thir being a god lol.

I think to thir constant hartach they had me,(for 10 yrs) then got engaged to marry a minister 2 years after we had split up.
ise't irony in lifestyle choises wonderfull or am i just whiked lol.