Vent away my dear friend Edelweiss, we all need to once in awhile. You have your hands and heart set to overflowing right now and thats enough to make anyone throw their hands in the air and say ENOUGH!!! Doesn't sound like your Mr. is much help either, geesh!!! Just take it slow and you'll find it all takes care of itself sooner or later, so to speak.
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