Mustang, I have no experiences in my life that are as painful as those you have endured. Working with children for 20 years, I know the long term damage that is caused by abuse in it's many forms. What happened to you is the worst. I am so sorry that you have lived with this for so long.

I hope that you can find a way to move forward and love again - to love yourself first and foremost.

My heart is with you. I am sending you strength to fill up some of your void.
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