its also easie to not bother is it lasiness or a wee fear about something....

push yourself take the time if not for this mans sake then for your woen and who you might meet and what you might do apart from being their witgh this man. its two issues one the person two the circumstanse. Iv got the same kinda circumstanse, problem and trying to find some kinda motivasion lol especiallie when the babiesitter could so easilie let me dowen in the end lmao.
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