Darn! and Whoo Hoo!!!!!!!!!! lmao Darn! and Whoo Hoo!!!!!!!!!! ha ha ha but i also know exactlie what your saying so Darn! and Whoo Hoo!!!!!!!!!! too.

dark side of light chasers i heared a lot about for a long time and id agree with you its onlie to be expected we have all potensial humain trates or all diffrent combinasions of those trates in differing amounts. Then add circumstanse and up bringing and who knows what we'd do to whom, for positive or negative. some of its about choice, well all of its about choice as seldome do i think we get to a genuine point of a place of the choice OF no choice...(not sure how clear that is) just sometimes we don't relise we have choises in a lot of circumstanses that comes with maturitie and learning and wisdome and relizing our responsibilities.

but i do belive i am capable of all things from ultimate kindness to ultimate wickedness BUT i am comphortable with that knowlage. I also do feel shame when i do shamefull things genuinlie shamefull things but i look to change the behaviour and not to deney or change the emotion to make it ok when its not ok when it is shamefull.

thing that took ages to learn was about forgivness well self forgivness for when i behaved or though of a less than ideal way.

I can still hope to achive or have that perfect pin but hayyy id be living in a totalie diffrent dimension if i ever consitentlie behaved in a way weer id deserve that perfect pin lol. so it might be about trying to get the perfect pin as a goal but being comphortable with not getting or ever comming near to getting the perfect pin and being fine with that!lol.


so my dear women all thats left to be said is YEP and of course Darn! and Whoo Hoo!!!!!!!!!! :0