Ladies,
I can MORE than say "lawyer," I can give you two, my aunt and uncle.
I share this trust, it is not only mine. I mixed my money with another family member, a mentally ill, millionare mother.
I may not spell well or know my grammar, but I know life.
As I said, this should be under "A very fine Whine," because that is what it is.
The money has been invested by the trustees for years.
There is no way to separate my money from my mother's at this late date, even if my aunt and uncle were fine with it.
I am not stupid, just a bit emotional.
I should have included the catch 22 in my rant.
I appreciate the two who responded.

I just needed a bit of sympathy, that's all. I thought maybe someone else was on some sort of "allowance."
My bad,

Dancer9