Meredith, hon, I can't be sorrier for your loss! I just saw this and read through it all. I can't imagine how you must hurt but I do know the love you have for your friends. It seems such a waste and that your friend had such a hard time of it those years!
I'm sure you have your faith and your prayers to comfort you but let me offer myself as someone to talk to at any time, if you need to talk about her.
You and I are in the same time zone more or less, so keep me in mind.
God Bless you for your friendship to this woman and for you being there for her throughout. I'm sure you were so, so helpful.
Dancer
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