Copygal and farmlove,

I didn't lose a husband, but a daughter. And with her, went everything I ever knew about my life. I haven't had a husband since 1976, but I had my girl (and my son). He's grown and on his own now, but Nichole was supposed to be with me forever. I feel exactly like you. I am , of a sudden, all on my own, without someone else to take care of, to talk to, to be WITH. I know a daughter isn't the same as a husband, but you'd be surprised to hear how similarly I feel to you.

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