Searcher,
You are an example of God's love, the way He can take the most horrible thing and use it as a blessing. Your pain is unfathomable to most of us, but God knows and somehow He is helping you find it in yourself to reach out to others. And because you are reaching out, we are finding strengths we didn't know we had. You are showing us how strong we can be.

God's love shines through you every day.

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