hello everyone!
how are you all? hope everything's well....im getting more ok everyday....i cant say ive totally recovered but i just learned how to deal with the pain... am still confused on 2 things....either totally live my life as a single mom to my 3 girls, my present situation OR still try to convince my hubby that i want us to be family again and we need him....im telling myself i have forgiven him and myself but why is it that i want him to come back for his kids as their dad but i cant accept him as my husband ...he's still on my mind but more on the painful thoughts...i know God continues to work on me and i have surrendered everything to Him but as in human nature, its still difficult to let go....i hear things about him and i still react sometimes especially about him being in financial difficulties...the truth is, i dont believe it and i dont feel any sympathy becos what i believe in is he is with someone else who helps him....
i hope you can enlighten me and share some of your thoughts...
God bless everyone....