bekya, I am also glad you found this site. I'm proud of you for leaning on the Lord during this difficult time in your life. Regardless of what happens with your marriage, you are certainly growing into a more beautiful person who is more aware of Christ's presence in your life. He will reveal your next step. Just try to take it a day at a time.

Please tell us more about your little girls. Wow! Three, and so close in age. I bet they keep you busy. You mentioned a niece. Do you live near the rest of your family?