Heal yourself BK.

Sounds like your BF has this ongoing fantasy of 2 happy families. But that's not going to happen if it's forced.

You actually sound as if...you need a vacation some time....but of course, that's not realistic after your sick leave.

Look deeply to what you really want for the next few years.
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