I was thinking this morning that "spritual guilt" is an interesting thing, isn't it?

I have absolutely no problem at work in telling people, "No sorry, I'm very busy right now and can't help you with that" or " I have A & B to do, if you give me C one of them has to go - which one?" but I seem to have trouble doing that in the church world....

Last night I dreamt I almost drowned, twice - once I fell in a lake, but was able to get myself out, and then I was "recovering" in a little cottage being looked after by a nice older lady and the cottage was being flooded all around it, we were struggling to keep the windows from popping out as the water rose higher and higher - and I kept thinking, I was saved from drowing only to drown again?????

I don't have to think very hard to get the message about this dream