Sorry to hear you are grieving alone. What a bummer!

I'll be honest and share something with you that might make you feel better.

I truly thought the build-up to my mom's first anniversary was worse than the actual day. I don't know what I expected the day to be like...maybe reliving the whole funeral day, moment by moment, but I really didn't do that.

Just make sure you keep yourself occupied so you don't have much time to dwell on it.

Also, be sure to reflect on all the happy times you shared!

I'm praying for ya!