Ohhh, I am exhausted too! Back into the public eye without warning myself and just jumping off! Hard stuff and I worry about my pain level setting me off. Still, I was successful and called things like "precious," "so talented," "special,' and even "gorgeous," which I don't even care about!

It went well but this person is dead to the world!

Again, I did not warn myself, I did not know I would say yes and I did and BOOM, back in action without giving me a moments notice.

I always do this!

I am healing because I've more gigs now.

Dancer9

OOO Dancer..I KNOW that feeling..when you didn´t know that you would say "yes" or what you would say at all..and then..THERE YOU ARE doing something that you thought that you would never do!!! Secretly, I think it´s a strength to be able to do that kind of thing now and again..it CAN get you in trouble..but usually it makes life more exciting..multicolored!!!!

Congratulations on all your positive response!!! What a thrill!!!! And what a BOOST!!!

You see..fate and you yourself plopped yourself right down into good old fashioned weariness and a big round of applause!!!

LET THE SHOW GO ON..and YOU with it!!!

Thanks Humlan,
So long as I don't break anything again, not even a leg!
lol,
Dancer9

Dancer, You are without a doubt a winner and champion and should be congratulated by us all. Hip, Hip, Hoorah!!!! I mean that sincerely. Give 'em hell lady!!!!!

Dancer, congrats on pulling off another great performance! I'm glad your health and energy level is back to where you can work again. Take care of yourself

Thank you Meredith!
It's hard when I throw myself back in there after these years of illness!

Dancer9

Chatty, Thank you. I think I will sing the blues and jazz till I die.
Dancer

Dancer you are an inspiratiion to us all..especially me You are a WOMAN that keeps going despite all odds!!! And knows it..and that makes it even better

It´s late here..almost 12pm..the night is only a child..young,,but I gotta work with 23wild things tomorrow!

HAD to check in..a day at aork where our younger colleague wanting to organize our work day with the kids..that means a theme for the weeks to come..the body..and we begin with toilet usage and what it entails..according to the laws of hygene. Ok for me. Then I spent the evenig with my 3 grandchildren from ages 2 and half..Liam..and then the girl, 9yrs old and the boy almost ll. Well, grandma did her thing and got them all into be after dinner..at differnt times..and cleaned up for their tired mom, my daughter who will soon be a nurse. I am tired..God knows, I am tired. But they give so much..by just being them..unconditinal love and innocence. SOOO..it´s a gift.

My x..their father/grandfather doesn SEE the accomplishment our adult children have manage..and what wonderful gifts they have given us..grandchildren. He only see what a mess my daughter has made of her life: having 3 kids with 2 fathers. But I mean..WHAT kids..they are wonderul..so kind and cuddly and helpful.As a man of his generation, as my partner points out, my x only measures life in accomlishments..like school diplomas and titles and degrees. But the thoughtfulness for eachother and the caring they give eachother..he doesn´t see. Such a tragedy for everyone involved..himself included. How to accept things that cannot change..that is the secret fot me,I guess. I plan to enjoy them all as best as I can. And give my daughter some help towards the end of her nursing degree. So be it, I guess. My X, their father, helps with the finances and for this we are all grateful..I hope. I know that I am!

Some calming wine and to bed with me..I can´t even type..as I see now.

Hugs to evryone!!!

I am really tired this evening..nite..it´s been a busy week..working with wild kids..they are realy off the walls and then helping with my grandchildren some evenings. It was worth it..and I am glad that I can help my daughter,too. i get so much in return from my grandkids too.

But now I am saying..over and out. Gotta get some sleep!!! HUGS to all!!!

Dancer
well done.It takes courage to return.
MA