Daisy, I'mglad you found the site too. SOunds like you have lots in common with the women in our neighborhood.

You mention your current situation being a blessing. It's quite possible. What don't you like about your job?

Is there a way for you to reconnect with your faith? YOu may feel disconnected form God, but He isn't disconnected from you. He's waiting to take you gently by the hand and have you discover the beauty Ha has waiting for you when you focus on His love and desires for your life.

I'm doing the perimenopause thing too. DO you exercise?