Thank you Eagleheart.
Tomorrow is my mother's birthday. She would've been 92. I feel weird saying this, but, I'm glad that we won't be celebrating it with her. She was unhappy and suffering. I don't feel relief about my mother's death and I don't feel sad. I just don't feel. As I said, I'm hoping that it doesn't "hit" me later but others have told me not to be surprised if it does. On April 11th, I'm joining a support group for "mid-life orphans." I'm sure that it will be helpful to me.

April is a tough "loaded" month for me. My older sister would've been 55 on April 11th; my father, 90, on April 14th; and April 26th will be the 11th anniversary of my father's death. Fortunately, my younger daughter will be 16 on April 28th so we do have something to celebrate this month.