Hello everyone. Just found and joined this site today and have so much to read and explore. But, your discussions have really pulled at my heart strings because I'm still grieving for my mother who died 7 mos. ago. Dad died 7 yrs. ago. I was their only child, so I really do feel like an *orphan*. I moved my mother in with me 2 1/2 yrs. before her death and took care of her and tried to do all the right things, but still knew I couldn't save her. Am really struggling with all the decisions I made. I guess you always think you can save them.... Anyway, thanks for being here, and I will continue to read your posts and learn from them. Some days are better than others. Today was a really bad day for me, and I think God led me to this website.